Mer Girl
I ran and I ran, I'm looking there still...

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Title: Mer Girl
Writers: Madonna and William Orbit
Producers: Madonna and William Orbit
Album: Ray Of Light (1998)
Length of the album version: 5' 32''
Credits: ©1998 WB Music Corp./Webo Girl Pub. Inc., adm. by WB Music Corp. ASCAP/Rondor Music (London), Limited PRS.
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Mer Girl is maybe the most personal song from the Ray Of Light album. The title has again a reference to water: the French word 'Mer' means 'Sea', but no one knows the reason Madonna had to chose this title, as the words Mer Girl don't appear in the song's lyrics. Maybe she liked how Mer Girl sounded when pronounced. Is it the last song from the album, number 13, but it was one of the first to record in the recording sessions for Ray Of Light.
Madonna has said that this song is dedicated to her mother, and she sings about how she accepted her mother's death, and all that her death meant. It is not the first time she dedicates a song to her mother, as she did the same with Promise To Try. In an interview Madonna gave Vanity Fair magazine, Madonna commented: 'I started writing it when I was in my father's house. I was running and it started to rain, and I went to a nearby cemetery, which was near the place I raised with my mother. It is not the cemetery in which she is buried, but another one she used to go quite often. It didn't stop raining, and the sky was the blackest I've ever seen. I was willing to run, but I waited, and when I returned home, everyone was away. I felt glad to find all that silence, and I began to write this song, Mer Girl. At that moment I only wrote six lines. Some days later, I heard the music William Orbit had made, and back at Los Angeles, I laid on my bed, listening to it, and finished writing the song'.
As William Orbit says, Madonna recorded the song in the first take, and it was one of the best moment of the recording process for him.
Mer Girl has a sample from a Gabor Szabo song called Space, and it was the B side of the single The Power Of Good-bye, in USA.

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Mer Girl Video

Mer Girl doesn't have a music video, but in the Drowed World Tour, 2001, we could see some images while Madonna is singing this wonderful song. In those images Madonna is being punched and hitted. This clip was directed by Dago Gonzalez, and it was filmed exclusively for this song at Culver City Studios, in the city of Los Angeles, in May 2001. It was filmed along with the Paradise (Not For Me) video, which could also be seen in that tour for the first time. It can be said that this recording is the Mer Girl video.

collector items
The Power Of Goodbye
Mer Girl was the B side of the US The Power Of Good-Bye single release. It can be found in cd-single and 7" vinyl.
Ray Of Light
Song number 13 from the Ray Of Light album of every edition. Madonna not only thought this wasn't a sign of bad luck, but also wanted the album to have 13 songs.
This list of collectibles is not complete, it's just an orientative guide of the most important things
lyric
Mer Girl

I ran from my house
That cannot contain me
From the man that I cannot keep
From my mother who haunts me
Even though she's gone
From my daughter that never sleeps

I ran from the noise and the silence
From the traffic on the streets

I ran to the treetops
I ran to the sky
Out to the lake
Into the rain
That matted my hair
And soaked my shoes and skin
Hid my tears.. hid my fears

I ran to the forest
I ran to the trees
I ran and I ran
I was looking for me

I ran past the churches
And the crooked old mailbox
Past the apple orchards
And the lady that never talks
Up into the hills
I ran to the cemetery
And held my breath
And thought about your death

I ran to a lake
Up into the hills

I ran and I ran
I'm looking there still

And I saw the crumbling tombstones
All the forgotten names
I tasted the rain
I tasted my tears
I cursed the angels
I tasted my fears

And the ground gave way beneath my feet
And the earth took me in her arms
Leaves covered my face
Ants marched across my back
Black sky opened up
Blinding me

I ran to the forest
I ran to the trees
I ran and I ran
I was looking for me
I ran to the lakes
And up to the hill
I ran and I ran
I'm looking there still

And I smelt her burning flesh
Her rotting bones
Her decay
I ran and I ran
I'm still running away

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Mer Girl was included in the Drowned World Tour, which Madonna kicked in 2001. The song was divided into two sections, and she sang Sky Fits Heaven between them.

Drowned World Tour 2001

official versions
1. Album Version (5:32)
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